SUCCESS AUDITING STORIES

My greatest accomplishments go beyond the relief I have experienced with the guilt for my transgressions gone as weight off my shoulders. I used to blame myself and punish myself for those transgressions and some of them I could not even fathom. Somehow I lived with that guilt, I made do. I bore my “cross.” I got used to the idea that some things were unexplainable, they simply existed and that was that. I seemed to know how to do the right thing but some force dragged me the other way. I was angry with myself, even helplessly enraged at times. Then I learned to resist the negative, suppress my anger and annoyance and "control" my conduct. I learned to let go of the fault of others, to forgive. Forgive myself and forgive others. Or I closed my eyes on the shortcomings, or justified them. That was my life—a constant restless struggle.
However, as a result of Grade II, I am truly freed. The understanding of WHERE FROM and HOW the impulse to commit transgressions came over me replaced my guilt. By reaching the source I was able to dissipate the black magic—much as the morning fog dissipates under sun rays. Step by step, we would find and pull out the roots of evil. First, second, third, fourth… And suddenly at some point I felt light and calm. I felt a joyous and peaceful RELIEF. The subconscious (reactive) feeling of intolerance that would come seemingly from nowhere, anger toward myself or others, whose conduct was incorrect, harmful, bad… — you name it, because the wisdom of understanding of the true causes now envelops them (and you), not just me.
In general, I would say that my ability to love others and myself has increased tremendously. I no longer have to forgive because now I UNDERSTAND.
And there are side effects, too. My eyesight has improved, some extra pounds melted off my body without any effort on my part. My relations with others have improved. Life is better — LIFE IS FUN!